rachel

123_flyaway @ 2005-08-10T16:38:00

2005-08-10T23:39:43Z

alright listen up. if you want to keep on being my lj friend, and reading my entries you better add me on my new journal. thank you. I LOVE YOU GUYS

lionsjaw

omfg

2005-08-08T04:03:07Z

Oh, no
You say goodbye and I say hello
Hello, hello
I don't know why you say goodbye
I say hello
Hello, hello
I don't know why you say goodbye
I say hello
hello, hello
I don't know why you say goodbye I say hello
Hello

lionsjaw lionsjaw lionsjaw lionsjaw lionsjaw lionsjaw lionsjaw

im gonna use that journal now

dont comment here comment there if you wanted to be added.

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

123_flyaway @ 2005-08-07T20:12:00

2005-08-08T03:15:51Z

I LIKE TO DRINK DR PEPPER AND THEN GET UP AND DANCE TO THE BEATLES AND THE UNICORNS AND YAY IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GFIODJGODJGKLDJLFDFMD
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy

123_flyaway @ 2005-08-07T15:08:00

2005-08-07T22:12:06Z

I went to the swap meet this morning and I found a photograph there. I stood there for minutes, just looking at the people in it and wondering about their lifes. Danielle started to get mad at me and told me to hurry up, and so I just bought the photo so that I could look at it more. I only had 3 dollars and some coins, which ended up being perfect because the picture was a dollar, I bought a dress for 2 dollars, and some national geographics with the coins. I'm going to LA for a week so I wont really be on that much. if anyone wants a postcard [i'll try to buy some] leave your address here.

123_flyaway @ 2005-08-06T12:26:00

2005-08-06T19:29:42Z

...shoot me now please.

123_flyaway @ 2005-07-28T12:07:00

2005-07-28T19:07:41Z

does anyone want to burn the new coldplay cd for me and send it to me? because Im broke. and I REALLY want that CD. Id be really thankful.

123_flyaway @ 2005-07-27T10:00:00

2005-07-27T17:00:45Z

I'm happy!

123_flyaway @ 2005-07-26T10:43:00

2005-07-26T17:43:39Z

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

-W.H. Auden (1907-1973)

123_flyaway @ 2005-07-24T22:27:00

2005-07-25T05:27:39Z

Heres the story as I know it. In the 50s maybe? there was an old juvenile hall. You know, where they keep the bad kids. One day, the kids decided they wanted to get out. So they lit the place on fire, thinking they would be let out of their cells. I guess the people that worked there didnt see the fire, or just didnt let them out. The place burned down, and so did the kids. Its been closed for a while now I guess. All I know is that a while ago they boarded it all up because kids were sneaking in to practice satanic beliefs in the basement....
Its supposed to be haunted.
today we broke in. and here are the pictures.

SOME OF THESE PICTURES ARE REALLY LIGHT BECAUSE OF THE FLASH, BUT TAKE MY WORD FOR IT, IT WAS PRETTY DARK IN THERE. THESE PICTURES DONT REALLY DO IT JUSTICE. BUT OH WELL.

AND HERE ARE SOME PICTURES FROM BEFORE/AFTER WE WENT.

....do you want to go shopping? in someone elses front yard? SURE

123_flyaway @ 2005-07-22T13:38:00

2005-07-22T20:44:00Z

People dont get to pick what they go through. Not usually anyway. They dont get to pick their hardships. They dont get to decide whether their parents die in a car accident, or if their best friend kills themselves. They dont get the choice of what happens to other people, or what other people decide to. The people they love. And when something happens to the people you love, it hurts you just the same. Looking back on my life, and my hardships, I feel ashamed. Because it was all self inflicted. I did have a choice to do the things I did. I had a choice. And I picked the hard road. Why ? I dont know. Maybe because I was trying to justify my sadness. But Im still trying to figure that one out. All I guess Im trying to say is that people have it worse. They really do. The kids in Africa dont get a choice if they get food every night or not. It makes me mad now, when I see people creating their own problems. I want to shake them, I want them to understand. This life is hard enough without makign more problems for yourself. Please, just stop. youre so lucky to be here. Im so lucky to be here. I know that its hard. I know that some days its really hard. But you know, we can do it.

123_flyaway @ 2005-07-18T18:51:00

2005-07-19T01:55:56Z

THIS is Brittany. and my cat. shes my siamese twin. in case you didnt know.Brittany, not the cat.

we uh, dress up in masks. cause were just that cool. hahha

today was a nice day for me. I hope it was for you too.

ps. has anyone ever read the book lolita? if so whats it about? and is it worth buying/reading? I saw it in the bookstore today and it looked kinda good. ALSO has anyone read house of leaves before? if so what did you think?

123_flyaway @ 2005-07-17T19:58:00

2005-07-18T02:59:13Z

shes gross and mean. But I wouldnt give her to you even if you offered me a million dollars. Well I dont know. But probably not.

123_flyaway @ 2005-07-13T08:43:00

2005-07-13T15:44:56Z

its my birthday. I'll update tomorrow with pictures if my camera decides to not be retarded.
and this goes for everyone:
I love you, you look nice today. Youre beautiful. Dont let anyone EVER tell you different.

ANONYMOUS GAME.

2005-07-09T06:09:17Z

K so
comment anonymously

anything you want to say. say it.
anything about me. what you think. how much you hate me. how much you love me.
anything about the world. how much you hate it. how much you love it.
your secrets, dreams, fears.
everything or anything.
just be ANONYMOUS.

123_flyaway @ 2005-07-03T23:04:00

2005-07-04T06:08:31Z

This life is too short to hate. This world is too beautiful to take it for granted. We really dont have that much time here. Put your differences behind you, and learn to love and accept people for who they are. Learn to accept and love yourself for who you are. I have experienced hate and love, both have their pros and cons. But I have decided to love myself, despite all the reasons to hate myself, because once I can learn to love and accept myself I can learn to love and accept people. Its pointless to hate. It really is. Find out who you are and be it. Love everyone that you can. I can promise you that if you do those two things you will find so much beauty in other people and in yourself.

day at the park full of adventure.

2005-07-02T03:55:18Z

"I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go"

123_flyaway @ 2005-06-29T20:19:00

2005-06-30T03:19:07Z

I feel like crap.

cross my heart; hope to die.

2005-06-30T00:50:34Z

Summer of '05. Its going to be full of pictures and music and love. heartbreak, friends, ice cream, and orange juice. Its gonna be the best summer yet. You watch and see.

thanks to my new friend annie!

2005-06-29T04:15:46Z

please fill this out!!!!!

01. your name & any story behind your name.
02. your birthday!
03. something interesting about yourself that i dont already know.
04. anything youd like to know about me. I'll answer any questions.
05. something youre passionate about & what you love so much about it.
06. who or what inspires you?
07. your favorite picture that you have taken.
08. your favorite picture of yourself.
09. a silly picture of yourself.
10. a picture of you either doing something you love, or with someone you love.

123_flyaway @ 2005-06-28T11:53:00

2005-06-28T19:08:16Z

I like how the world seems unbroken in the early morning. as though its starting fresh.
It always feels broken again by the end of the day though.
maybe its just me that breaks a little at the end of each day.